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The 'I Deserve This' Fallacy: A Study in Self-Sabotage

A critical examination of how we use 'deserving' as an excuse for self-destructive behavior. Discover why your brain's reward system is basically that friend who always says 'you deserve it' at the worst possible time.

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The 'I Deserve This' Fallacy: A Study in Self-Sabotage

The Deserving Delusion

Meet the "I deserve this" fallacy - your brain's way of convincing you that self-sabotage is actually self-reward. It's like having a personal cheerleader who encourages you to jump off a cliff. "You've worked so hard! You deserve to fall!"

Here's the thing about "deserving" something: it's not a free pass to do something stupid. "I deserve to eat this entire cake" doesn't make it healthy. "I deserve to max out my credit card" doesn't make it smart. And "I deserve to drink" doesn't make it good for you.

The Neuroscience of Deserving

Let's talk about what's happening in your brain when you think you "deserve" a drink. Your reward system is like a toddler who's learned the word "mine." "I worked hard! I deserve this! It's MINE!"

Meanwhile, your prefrontal cortex (the adult in the room) is trying to explain that "deserving" something doesn't make it good for you. "Yes, you worked hard. No, that doesn't mean you should drink poison. Yes, I know it feels good. No, that doesn't make it a good idea."

The Self-Sabotage Shuffle

Here's where it gets interesting: we've convinced ourselves that self-sabotage is actually self-reward. It's like saying "I deserve to feel terrible tomorrow!"

Your brain is basically that friend who says "you deserve to feel amazing!" and then hands you something that will make you feel terrible. "Here! You've earned this headache and regret!"

The "I've Had a Hard Day" Defense

Let's examine this classic excuse: "I've had a hard day, I deserve a drink." Translation: "I've had a hard day, I deserve to make tomorrow harder."

It's like saying "I've had a hard day, I deserve to get hit by a bus." Sure, you might "deserve" it, but that doesn't make it a good idea. Your brain is basically that friend who says "you deserve a break" while handing you a lit stick of dynamite.

The Reward System Hijack

Your brain's reward system is designed to encourage behaviors that are good for survival. Eating? Good! Sex? Good! Not getting eaten by tigers? Very good!

Alcohol hijacks this system. It's like a con artist who convinces your brain that poison is actually a survival strategy. "Drink this! It'll help you survive! Trust me, I'm a neurotransmitter!"

The Memory Manipulation Effect

Your brain is incredibly good at selective memory when it comes to drinking. It's like having a personal editor who cuts out all the bad parts of the movie and only leaves the fun scenes.

Remember that amazing night out? Of course you do! Remember the hangover, the money spent, and the text messages you wish you could take back? Your brain has conveniently filed those under "Things We Don't Talk About."

The "Treat Yourself" Trap

We've been sold this idea that "treating yourself" means doing something that feels good in the moment but terrible later. It's like saying "I'm going to treat myself to a root canal!"

Real treats make you feel good now AND later. Fake treats make you feel good now and terrible later. Your brain is basically that friend who says "treat yourself" while handing you a time bomb.

The Recovery Process

Here's the good news: your brain can learn to reward itself in healthier ways. It's like teaching an old dog new tricks, if the old dog was a party animal who only knew how to rave.

Your brain can learn that real rewards don't come with hangovers. That real treats don't make you feel like garbage. That you can "deserve" things that are actually good for you.

The New Reward System

Let's build a new reward system. One that doesn't involve poisoning yourself. Here are some real rewards you can "deserve":

  • A good night's sleep (no hangover included)
  • Clear thinking (no brain fog included)
  • More money (no bar tab included)
  • Better health (no liver damage included)
  • Real memories (no blackouts included)

The Final Word

Here's the thing about "deserving" things: you should deserve things that are actually good for you. Things that make your life better, not worse.

Your brain is ready to learn new ways to reward itself. The question is: are you ready to teach it?

Because while poisoning yourself might feel like a reward in the moment, it's about as rewarding as setting yourself on fire. And last time I checked, nobody "deserves" the right to self-destruct.

Last updated: April 14, 2025